‘i want to hold your hands’ Glee version is one of the best renditions i have ever heard so far. The powerful voice and superb performance of Kurt Hummel indeed crave me for more.
Naka-relate ako sa pinagdadaanan ni Kurt on this episode kasi i lost both of my parents so far. Ulilang lubos na nga kumbaga. And ang relationship ko to my father of me being gay is somehow in a gray area since he never knew that im GAY even from when he finally said ‘goodbye’.
the lyrics and how he delivered it is something i never had done and how i wish nagawa ko when he was still living. But i know somehow he may have been proud of me kahit na bading ako. You see, dalawa lang kami and ako ang nag-iisang lalaki na anak niya. Plus, i’m the only boy amongst the last generation ng family namin. Lahat kasi ng pinsan ko eh babae and ako na lang sana ang DAPAT na magpapalaganap sana ng family name namin. I feel na im a huge disappointment sa sarili ko and sa buong family..somehow.
Di ko na fulfill ang obligation ko to my parents but i hopw that i somehow make up for it since i single handedly support my sister and her four kids since my brother in law left them. I may not be able to deliver and hopefully give what they want pero i hope all my sacrifices for my family is enough for them to be proud of me.
I just hoped that i can tell my father that i do love him as well kahit na di ako yung pinangarap nilang maging anak.
