Sometimes… it’s just funny na tayu tayu na lang mga bading eh nagkakahiyaan pa or worst kung anu anu pa ang iniisip natin sa kapwa bading.
I don’t know why pero siguro its our upbringing right from the start. We are a bit hesitant with our feelings since being gay in a masochist society is taboo. We are often kicked on the sidelines and thought to suppress our feelings kaya the moment na makawala tayu from the wooden closets, we have a different idea sa mundong ginagalawan natin.
Like this guy from work. We both have an account sa planetromeo.com. I won’t be a hypocrite but I do have an account on this gay social site. Anong masama dun? I think it’s feasible and practical in meeting gay guys around metropolis minus the drama of a broken heart if the guy does not actually like you at all on the first place. Just imagine the agony of being rejected right on your first date. I should know since wala naming mga ganitong sites nang dalaginding pa ako. Kaya nga ng nauso ang guys4men.com ay sobrang nag-fiesta ang mga kabadingan dito sa Pinas dahil sa wakas nadinig rin ang mga pag-nonovena naming sa simbahan ng Quiapo. Faster and easier way to connect ika nga. I’m not ashamed that I had an account on the site since I met a lot of fabulous guys and garnered generous friends as well. Until they close and gave their contents to planetromeo.com
It’s not the same as compared to guys4men. They don’t have any chatroom with common interest and the guys seemed so cold at times. They brush you off the moment that they saw your picture. I can’t blame them since there is no way for them to know me since there is no venue to write your thoughts that a regular chat room can do.
Going back to this guy sa work… so the moment I saw his picture, I instantly send him a message. I told him that I knew him and asked where he lives since he is about 2.5KM from me lang naman. Plus his profile said that he lives in Valenzuela. I swear I just wanted to make friends but instead, what he did is he instantly logged out without responding. WTF?!!!?
On the next day, I saw him at work and I’ll bet my pouty ass – he saw me. I was smiling at him but what he did is he totally dismisses my cordial smile and biglang bawi ng tingin. I mean… why?!!!?
I’m not even totally interested. I just want to make friends but he inadvertently, took it a different way. Come on… why do we do these things to ourselves. Are you ashamed since I saw you red handed carrying an account on a gay social network? Or you may have this notion na I have a crush on you? Give me a break. The world does not revolve on you. If I do have a ‘thing’ for you, I would have asked your cell number right from the start!
Young gay guys live in a bubble na kesyo nag message or ngumiti sa kanila eh may crush kaagad sa kanila or ‘he-wants-me-in-bed-kinda-tingin’. Don’t over assume na ito kaagad ang hangad nang mga medyo mas may edad na bading. Madalas inuunawa ka na lang namin dahil hindi nabibili ang maturity sa BENCH. You just got to get yourself and tap your feet on the ground dahil baka nahihibang ka na! SHAME ON YOU!