#openletter to #mama

May 22 2018. It’s your Nth birthday. Honestly I stop counting your age and the years when you finally say #goodbye. But I won’t forget your birthday until the day when I say “Hi Ma, kumusta?”

I stop myself in writing melodramatic messages yesterday, knowing that there are no #instagram, #facebook or any social media sites in heaven. It’s crazy, you can’t even read it so why bother. Instead, I kept myself busy. Trying to get through the day. But my plan is a huge #failure. Cause here I am, writing messages that you won’t be able to read.

I miss you Mama. Sobra! I miss talking to you every single day. Sometimes I caught myself counting the days and hours … wishing my day ends and looking forward to see you again. I miss you mama.

You’re the only person I could talk to about my frustrations and aspirations. I could run to whenever I needed a shoulder to cry on. You’re the only person I could be honest with my feelings. The only person who knew me inside out. The world may judge and throw things at me but I kept myself strong enough to keep me sane. Not everyone knew me and it’s a lonely place to live in. Sometimes I kept on thinking that I’m worthless with the things they say behind my back but I guess – this is what I deserve. This is my kind of hell.

Mama… I’m sorry if I had disappointed you in all aspects of my decision making. I know I’m not the son you wish you had. I’m a huge disappointment. I hate the fact that I can’t give you the grandchildren you dreamt of. I can’t even find a partner of my own who can love me of who and what I am. I guess this face .. a face that only mothers could love.

But I tried to be a better person. Even if I can’t face another day, I tried to wake up and fight for my everyday battle. My sister, niece and nephew may need me and I wanted to make sure that I’m strong enough when they run to me. I hide behind the mask. Behind it … I’m also trying to fight my own demons. I need help. I needed someone who could understand me and listen. Just simply listen to me. Mama… when will you knock on my door and bring me with you.

I miss you mama. I bought you a cake. I’ll eat the rest of it and cry in silence

Kevin Spacey is #comingout

Hooray for Sir Kevin Spacey and finally admitting that being “Gay is OK”

It may taken him at least 5 decades before he can finally embrace the powerful rainbow until he pulled out his guts and claimed to live freely. Though your #comingout story may have been worst in gay history as it is clouded by negativity, nevertheless as a #progay advocate- I still applaud your sincerity and the beauty that you left all through out your life and career


39. My new favorite number.

I never had an issue about my age. In fact I embrace it and never hide the fact that I’m getting a year older. Its like your favorite excuse for everything like asking for a seat from another senior in MRT. If I was given a chance to exchange every year with youth and beauty… I would gladly say “pass” for the opportunity. #wisdom over #vanity.

I seldom visit the church. But everyday, I say a little prayer. Being grateful that I had another day, another chance to mend my ways. Looking back on those years, I like what I become. It may not be what I dream of becoming but it’s not a bad plan B anyway. I guess when we started this journey, we set up a map on how to become on what we would like to be. But when we started to drive, a few bumps and life decisions has to be made – ultimately a choice between what is bad and not so bad. We arrive on each station a little different until we throw out the map and just glide through life.

#sentimental #life101 #lifejourney #birthdayboy #lifeasiknowit #livelovelaugh #inspire #inspirationalquotes #lifeasitis #inspiration

#redshoechronicle : un-charming experience at #DestinyCharm

Sometimes when we go through our news feeds and we found out that one establishment closes and re-opens with a new brand name… we can’t help but wonder, what makes it different this time. Mas maganda na ba ang services nila or ganun pa rin? Nag iba ba ng ambiance or pinaganda ba ang lugar? Bago na ba ang lahat pati na ang nag mamanage or same pa rin ang madadatnan mo?

I’m always OK with change as long you know what causes this change and your back for good and for the better.

This is the same reason why I tried Destiny Charm na dating Nature’s Spa. I didn’t tried their services before because of the bad reputation they left in the masseur industry but I’m willing to try it now granted that it was partly managed by Essensa based sa mga usapan ng mga bading at masahista. If I’m wrong… leave comments below so I rectify whatever I wrote.
Supposedly kasama ko dapat at isang Ka-fairy ko pero he backed-out last minute. I coordinated with Destiny through Facebook and they responded quickly with my inquiries. Im familiar with their roster granted some of them I’ve met from their previous spa that they worked for. One name that stands out is Jerome.

Betty Lafea ng friend ko so I ask if he is available on that date. Destiny said A big whooping YES so I made some reservations for my friend. Unfortunately on the day of the thrist… he backed out So I’m left with a reservation that I wanted to cancel.

I can still remember when Jerome used to work with Essensa. It’s a glimpse and acquaintances Lang naman granted he is either absent or late. I remember a friend who kept on booking him but he is huge no-show on the day of thrist. I’m not a huge fan but he left a thirst of curiosity on what makes him tick. Plus a co-fairy gave him a “riveting review” that makes it more delectable. But then again… he is not my cup of tea so I’m more than willing to let go of this booking.

But then again… the guy is on its way etc which makes it a hassle. Destiny is more than willing to cancel it but my values stand still. My mom raise me well so I pack my pink cape, my red shoes, a fist full of my fairy dust and I’m on my to Quezon City.

Punctuality 9 / 10

Nakarating ako sa Destiny ng mas maaga. I’m from The far flung area of Valenzuela so my time perspective is different from anyone else granted napakalayo na akong tahanan. I waited Siguro mga 20 minutes pero siyempre nalibang naman ako habang I got a personal tour of the spa.

Spa 9/10

Overall malinis naman. They made a few adjustments pero nandon pa rin yung mga bamboo trimmings. Sa second floor may dalawang room. Sa bawat room may tig-dalawang cubicles and each one has their own door for privacy. And the bed… Hindi siya mattress Lang na nilagay sa sahig. Elevated siya from the sahig. Good job dito ang Destiny since they opted that privacy be first priority.

Looks and hygiene 10/10

Jerome stands 5’10” or more. Kung tatantyahin mo…ang tindig nya parang pang basketball player ng mga paliga sa Barangay. He is good looking and makinis. Kahit naman ng NASA Kabilang spa pa siya… isa siya sa mga gwapong masseur kaya hindi naman katakataka na maraming nagkakandarapa sa kanya. Plus walang Amoy…. Kahit pawisan. Remember late siya and according sa kanya nagmadali pa siya ng lagay na yan. Wala na ang foul smell kaya “two thumbs up” si Jerome sa section na ito.

Attitude 8/10

Straight. That’s about it. He deals with me without the pizzaz and usual pakilig. He is polite but not the same thing I expected from a guy who claimed who got a lot of clientele.

Siguro pagod dahil nga daw nagmadali… pero still this is not what I expected. Naisip ko Tuloy… maybe walang siyang gana or di nya ako bet Kaya I felt na manliit a bit. Pero sandali… Kaya nga andito ako sa lugar na ito para ma-feel ko kahit paano na parang maganda ako sa paningin ng Mundo. I don’t think masseur realizes that gay guys like me visits this type of spa, not because of xtra service, but rather to feel beautiful and significant. Just for a few hours of our demanding life. Kang massage rin Lang… eh bakit ako magpapakahunghang sa mga papindot pindot na masahe. Eh di mag hire na Lang ako ng mga manang sa Barangay namin at panigurado ko garantisado ang masahe and Mura pa.

Massage 2/10

Sus… speaking of masahe. Isa Lang masasabi ko – unforgettable. Anu ba naman yan…

I know for a fact na matagal na siyang masahista. Nagsimula siya sa pink paradise then essensa and destiny. Siguro naman during this time … mas marunong na siyang mag masahe Hindi yung hagod patay and pindot pindot Lang. I mean… oo nga gwapo at matipuno si Jerome pero dyuskoday… ito ba ang babayaran kong 2.5

Pero sandali Hindi pa tapos ang session at Baka naman bumawi sa extra sevice

Extra 1/10

Pwede bang magmura. Hindi man Lang tinigasan at kesyo walang penetration at lip service. Sandali iba ata ang dinig ko dati. Hindi ba dapat kasama Ito sa serbisyong totoo. Sino nga pala yung may review tungkol sa kanya? Ito ba yung pinaglakaguluhan ng lahat? Sandali… ako Lang ba ang gumagalaw at Ano to Leila Delima.

Sa mga pagkakataong Ito… sobra akong nanlumo sa pinaka wala kong pera. Parang ako nalugi. I felt na ang panget panget ko which should not be the case. I stick to 2.5… nothing more. I think that is too much for a service na parang walang buhay. Kaya minsan di ako naniniwala sa mga patalent search ng mga sisters ko sa halagang pang suggested retail price. Kasi madalas may patong na.

Ako naman kasi willing naman akong magdagdag eh… Basta Ayos ang Serbisyo at lumabas akong may ngiti sa Labi.

Hindi rin naman ako tanga kaya wit akong babalik sa destiny. Ewan ko Lang sa iba pero with this type of service… Ano to walang orientation man Lang destiny. This is sooooo bad. Minsan kasi pag may ganitong isang masahista… panigurado the rest ay halos ganito rin ang service.

What happen next? The same night, I hopped sa malapit na spa which is essensa. Abangan….

#pride2017 : reminder to #gaymillenials – #RESPECT

Why do we celebrate #pridemonth ?
Hit back by asking “straight people should be thankful they don’t need one”. The #pride month roots back from the oppressive Civil Rights Movement. There were “Annual Reminder” marches as early as 1965, which were meant to be a public reminder that the #LGBT community didn’t enjoy the same basic civil rights as other people. But the watershed moment of the modern pride movement is widely considered the #Stonewall Riots. In the 1960s, due to laws prohibiting public sexuality, there were limited options for #queer folk and raids of #gay and #lesbian establishments were common.

During 80s and early 90s, the only local gay icon I know is Pacifica Falayfay. Dolphy’s iconic performance has ticked the Filipino gay character as #parlorista with a heart of gold. Though his moving performance has paved the way to bring #LGBTQ issues, there is more to #gaylife aside from what I see in theaters.

I stand strongly to my sexuality and if #millenialpink does not understand our #hugot due to”generation gap”… then let me simply say …
You won’t enjoy the #liberty to shout out your feelings to the world without the #thunderbeki who fought for you basic rights to #love and #expressyourself . #respect 

Nuff said.

#lgbt🌈 #lgbtpride #queerasfolk #labanbading #bading #bakla #shokla #rainbowbattle #rainbow #gaylife #gaypride #lovewins #baklaako #gaylifematters<<

Hoy besh… #malaya Ka na.  Wag Kang #humugot dyan as if maging kayo. #feelingera101

Walang sino man ang makapagsasabing alipin ka dahil ikaw ang may hawak ng sarili mong tadhana.  
Ikaw, higit kanino man ang makakapagsabi ng iyong kinabukasan. Hindi nakasalalay sa iilan at sa isang tao… kahit na siya pa ang lalake sa mga panaginip mo.
Ikaw Ay ikaw. #malaya
#happyindependenceday #pinoygay #kalayaan101 #hugot101 #singlegayguy #diaryofasinglegayguy 
🚹Raven Malubay-Jugueta Bermudez

#RedShoeChronicle : my virginal experience with #96Essensa

They say that “ you won’t forget your first time “.

There is always a #FirstTime in all aspects of life – first doll, first cupcake, first rose you got, traveling alone for the first time etc. heeeeeeep…. I know “lakas-maka-Virginia-Dimaculangan” ang dating ng intro nuh but it’s true-ly electrifying expialidotious experience when I met my first masseur at Essensa. Ayan ah…para ma-set na ang expectations nyo.

Anyhow, it was the Grand eyeball of #FairiesandFortress headed by the one and only –Miss Fierce. I won’t go to details regarding this eyeball and I might as well create a new blog entry kasi andaming kapupulutan ng aral sa pagkikitang yon… CHARRIIIING!

Fast forward… that night is set to attack the so-called #96Essensa dito sa may Quezon City. I have no idea about this so-called spa kaya pinapaubaya ko na Lang sa mga fairies kung san ako dadalhin ng mga paang Ito. 96Essensa is located @ 69 Kamias Road, Quezon City

It’s like a hole in the wall kinda location na Hindi mo Basta mapapansin lalo na sa umaga. It does have a small signage sa labas pero di naman ganun kaextravagant. Siguro kung madalas kang napapadaan dito lalo sa gabi or madaling araw… mapapansin mo Lang siya dahil maraming nakatambay na eye candy sa labas… hahahaha. Sa mga old school girls… you could get in touch through Landline +63 2 504 1464

The fairies has their own choices that night. Dahil nga birthday week ko naman kaya nagpaubaya na ang Ibang fairies nang piliin ko si Louie. I think he is the #StarMasseur for the said spa. Ika nga sought after dahil kabikabila ang mga bookings nya. This FR maybe “one-of-the” sa mga nag testimonial sa kanya plus highly recommended by “the queen” itself so I can’t help to “put my hands on him” ika nga ng infamous lines ng Essensa boys.

We were greeted by Mama Rey which is our main contact sa Essensa. They have several managers in Essensa pero ms madaling makagaanan ng loob si Rey. Mababait rin naman ang iba pero I like him kasi masiyahin and very honest on how he approach his clients. Walang drama… walang pasikot sikot!

Until I saw him…. Awwwww…. Ang gwapo naman pala sa personal. Kinilig ng bahagya ang kiffy ko. Slight lang friends… tee hee.

When Rey finally introduced me to Louie… I guess parang nag gosh ako ng slight at medyo namula ang mala porselana kong kutis. Para akong si Kim Chiu ang peg. Biglang nag slow motion ang paligid tas ang camera lens nagfocus sa mukha kong mala anghel. Medyo blurred ang paligid para kitang kita ang emotion sa mata kong nangungusap. May pahawi ng hair sa tenga ng slight Lang naman tas biglang blush sa pisngi kasi nga mala porselana ang kutis ko then biglang umawit ang matamyos na theme sone “ikaw na ba si Mr. Right… ikaw na ba ang lab of my layp? Ikaw na ba ang icing sa cupcake ko?”

Para akong hihimatayin sa kilig… eeep sandali naiihi ako literal.

Tatlong palapag ang Essensa. But I think May isa pang palapag na Hindi ko pa na explore. Isa palang ang kilala kong fairy na nakagamit ng ika-apat na glorya pero di ko muna reveal ang name ng masseur na itey. Sa third floor, it has four cubicles. Pagpasok mo may foam na nakalatag sa wooden floor and tanging manipis na kurtina ang nagsisilbing pinto sa parisukat na langit. Makinis and well maintained ang bawat cubicle.

Louie politely asked for permission. Sabi nya maghahanda daw muna siya. I nodded and gave him a sweet smile. Parang teen edyer Lang and sabay sabi sa pinaka manipis kong boses “ok…. Ill wait. Take your time pow”. Wooooooow. Wish you could hear me, Panigurado Baka binatukan mo ako dahil sobra akong sweet eh.

While waiting… nag imbestiga muna ako and tumingin tingin sa paligid. Over all… Makinis naman. Lawanit ang dingding ng cubicles kaya maririnig ang mga halinghing sa kabilang kwarto. No foul smell so far taliwas sa mga review sa FR. Ang banyo…Malinis naman. Sana nga Lang may mga sabon sa lahat ng palapag hahaha.

 Yung and bang fairies like Maxine occupies the other room.  She got Jason that night while Another fairy – Renzo got Miguel.

Oops… got to get back. Baka dumating na si Prince Charming.

“Sir… sorry napatagal” wika niya na super sincere

Unti unti akong tumingin sa kanya and Me likey ….. isang malaking LUNOK!

He is wearing just his undies. He is not muscular based on my standards but wooooooow…. His sex appeal spilled over his cup.

Simula na po tayo sir”… awww music to my ears

ATTITUDE 9/10 – sooooo polite. I don’t know if age shows or that’s how he communicate with his client but the guy is sooo polite. Probably that’s how they were brought up by their handlers. I don’t know if it’s superficial but I guess it’s nice to have these type of demeanor.

LOOKS 9/10 – if this guy will start to go to the gym and be serious with his program, he will snagged the clients of other masseurs. Did I not described how much I ogle right in front of him when I was first introduced to him. Damn it… my libido rising. Maybe because of those tattoos that gives him so much personality. Why 9 if obviously I want to bring him home for keeps… because there is still room for improvement. He can start building those muscles so he will be the best amongst the rest.

TOOL 7/10. – come on guys. We’re talking about the size of his manhood. For me, it’s average. Wait… I know kung anong gusto nyong sabihin… Hindi ako #SizeQueen! Grabe ang mga judgemental sa Mundo. Hindi pa tapos ang review kaya hintayin nyo performance rate card ko.

MASSAGE 6/10- hmmm…. I was sooo infatuated feeling ko nga ako si Kim Chiu that I did not look forward sa massage part. Don’t get me wrong … I did avail the massage granted kasama siya sa binayaran kong package. I won’t miss it for any reason dahil yun nga ang pinunta ko sa Essensa- magpamasahe above everything else bago ako makipaglampungan. His massage is technical, nothing out of the box. I did ask for hard strokes and though he can’t do it well, at least nandun yung effort nya. Nothing so spectacular about the massage part kaya nga wala akong mashare maxado. But the massage was tooo short based on the agreed time. Just saying…
I did used this time para ma kilala ko siya ng lubusan.  Interview session…ilabas si Tito Boy.  I learned kung san siya nag aaral, his family background…so sweet kid.  Naantig ang PUSO ko kasi Lukas naman talaga akong mabait at maunawain… CHAROT! 

ES 10/10 – the transition from ES and massage was a bit abrupt. He got to go tinkle kasi kaya I know it is coming. I read a lot of His FR from a site so I know most likely what I will expect out from him. Ika nga I came prepared …

When he get back.. I think nag shower siya muna ng onti. Ngumangalot ako ng mentors by that time and I swear nararamdaman ko ang kuntil ko na medyo na excite hehehehhe.

Sir…pwede bang humingi nyan…” while pointing sa mentos na hawak ko.

“Sure” sabay abot.

After taking at least two mentos… he slowly kisses me. Awwwwww dyusmiyo Marya katilpo! Very fresh ang breath ni kuya. Mentos pa more. (Segway lang: I know his reviews about his breath etc but on my encounter with him. Did not smell anything. Well yes… thanks to mentos which probably works for his favor…. But come on guys. Who wants to kill his mojo?)

He slowly caress my nape, my neck and back to paradise. Torrid kissing to the max which is one of my favorite sa menu. He will let you feel that you’re the only person in the world. I feel that I’m the queen and he is my soldier more than willing to give his all … nasaan ang king ate! Dyusmiyo wag mo munang hanapin yung hari, mas bata mas masarap hahahaha.

He slowly pull out the condom. Ako na ang unti unting nagsuot sa kanya. Pinaliguan ko ng KY jelly and I’m sooo ready to bring it on. Ahhhhhh…

Pusan gala. Awwwwww…. I can feel it. How he moves… gently then fierce. Ano nga pala name ko? Shet I forgot! Did I not mention that he is average… but how he uses his tool is incredible. He knows his material well and I’ve got to say… alleluia!

DAMAGE: average is Php 2500 which includes spa fee. But since he performs well, I added additional 500. Pero parang deep within, he deserves more… so I added an additional Php700. Kill me. Throw stones at me but he deserves what I gave him monetarily.

REHIRE….HUGE YES. So if you’ll drop by essensa, don’t forget his name Louie… ohhhhh Louie

#RedShoeChronicle presents: A sort of an unfortunate event at #PinkParadise with Romnick

His name is Romnick.  Reminiscent of the 80’s heartthrob Romnick Sarmenta who gained popularity through a love team with Sheryl Cruz that popularized fantasy films from a local film outfit which includes dwarfs, magic and fairytales while singing “pa-tweetums nail biting cheeky melody” that even the scariest tattooed kanto boy will just simply utter “eeeeeeeeewwwwwww”.

“Mr. Dreamboy… Mr. Dreamboooooooy”

It was my first meet-up with the head mistress of a local FB group that aptly titled “fairies and fortress”.  Details on my succeeding post, it was one delightful evening comparing notes with some of the most eligible bachelors in the metro seeking the same adventure.  

Fast forward.

It’s time for me to pick my masseur.   It’s my first time sa Pink Paradise so hindi ko kabisado ang mga masseur. I have my eyes on a chinito fair skinned guy but he is sick by that time therefore he is off the market that evening.  Mga 10 to 15 ang mga otokong nakikita ko na parot parito waiting for their respective clients. Then all of a sudden, the 5 feet ish guy run in the middle of the room trying catch a friend. 

Woooop!  He is just wearing a pink Calvin Klein boxer brief that showcases most of his assets – his bubble butt.   I can’t help staring at those deliciously cheeky butt.  I just have to know his name.   “Mama Orly… Ano name Nya?” Pabulong kong tanong with devilish smile.


I swear, muntik na akong natawa sa harapan ng handler nya but i kept those malicious giggles to myself.  I kept a mental note of his name so when the time comes that I need to choose, his name will easily pop up.  Well, how would you forget a probinsyano nickname anyway.

Then came Ms. Fierce and two more members of Fairies and fortress.  “Siya si Jason and Daniel” pakilala ni Ms. fierce. 

Daniel quickly quipped “pare…” In a very manly voice then suddenly “ang Inang Mariposa” almost mimicking Dolphy’s potrayal of Markova. Laugh!

Small chat… Getting to know each other then comes the fun part of officially picking your masseur.  The boys are all lined-up In the “aquarium”.  Ms. Fierce and Jason had their reservations and I just have to pick mine.  I gazed through the glass, parang pumipili ng candy bar.  May super sweet, black chocolate, branded, local etc.  honestly, im not happy with the line-up granted that two of the good looking masseurs are reserved.  Though it was not a popular decision, I still pick Romnick.

Looks 7/10 – cutie pie naman si Romnick.  Pakatitigan mo lang ng matagal.   Ika nga sabi ng mga sosyal “his charms grows in you“.  Twinkish and not my usual type.  He has nice set of teeth and smiles a lot.

Attitude 7/10 – mabait, he giggles…a lot and  mahilig gumamit ng “po” at “opo” which will often reminds you of your age gap. Laugh!

Hygiene 10/10 – no foul odor.  

Massage 4/10. Pag sinabing spa, ang unang unang pumapasok sa brain cells ko ay “massage”.  So ito ang una Kong requirement if I visit a spa.   Romnick ask me to lay down so we can start the ordeal.  Then….


Tiningnan ko siya. He was waiting for me. #nganga

Medyo nagspark ang mga little vessels ko sa utak sabay tanong… “San mo ba gustong magsimula?”  Just to keep the ball rolling.  “Kayo po…

Pumitik na naman ang mga brain cells ko.  Usually kasi, if you go to a spa, may mga diskarte na kasi ang mga Massuer kung San sila magsisimula.  Ang tanging itatanong Lang nila na may kaunting lambing ay “hard o moderate po ba ser? Hard f*@k or karinyong ba bagong Kasal?

So I asked him to start with the legs since I’m feeling a bit tight on my lower calves due to several days of squatting then asked him to finish with my back but make sure to focus on the lower back since this has always been my weakness.

I ask for hard strokes granted my tolerance level for massage is a bit higher than anyone has expected granted I have small frame.  I won’t settle for moderate stroke as it does not entice me at all.  He did tried it but I guess his hands are not yet made out of such strokes.  His hands are a wee bit smaller from other masseurs I delt with.  But with my vast knowledge of massage and masseurs, regardless if barkada kayo ni Frodo Baggins, nasa diskarte yan pagdating sa masahe. Pero effort naman si kuya dahil siguro medyo nakita nyang nag-Amor Powers ang mga kilay ko.

Remember under attitude… I wrote down “he giggles…a lot”.  Well, that part kinda irritates me.  Read on.

Comes the linggam part… Parang sinusundot nya Lang yung betlog ko.  Then he giggles.   As if parang bata na he tries to poke one or two tapos biglang tatawa na parang kinikilig na nanloloko.  Anu akala Nya sa betlog ko…. Sawsaw suka, mahuli Taya!  Yung nararamdaman kong kaunting libog, parang nagevaporate.   This kinda irritates me but of course medyo pasweet pa rin ang tanong ko sa bata “bakit Ka natatawa?  May nakakatawa ba?

He stopped.  Siguro ramdam Nya na ngayon na si Maleficent pala ang minamasahe Nya.  Medyo nanhimik na Lang ako.

ES 8/10 – nagpaaalam muna siya para mag CR.  But I’m no longer expecting fireworks or ecstasy dahil medyo nana as na nga Ako.  So when he came back, he has the audacity to ask  “game na po ba…”

Dyusmiyo marya katilpo!

Anu ba nakuha ko… High school?!

Wala man lang kaunting paglalambing.  Puro “tee hee” ata ang narinig ko.

At this point, I just stared at him… Very subtle, halos pabulong when I endearly uttered “Ano pa nga ba dapat ang gawin mo?

Siguro ngayon medyo randam na ni kuya na medyo Inis na Ako.  Dito na siya bumawi.  Torrid kiss ba kamo…. Wow!  He becomes a man by that quick second.  Devouring my pinkish lips to his universe.  Sucking my entire galaxy with his playful tongue.  Ohhhhhhh!

It lasted for I don’t know how long.  I just kept my eyes close for a little longer than I expected.  Then when I opened my eyes, he was staring at me.  As if  I’m the only queen in the universe.

Tongue to tongue. Ohhhhhhhhh I can’t help it! 

Then he pulled out the condom and slowly pulled out the condom.  He slowly slip his manhood to my universe.  Slowly…passionately.  Gawd…. I think I heard Whitney sung her eponymous song “I’m every woman”.  Thrusting every inch. 

His juice spilled over me. Flowing through my skin. I can feel it’s warmth. Then soon enough I let go of my own. 

Pero wait…. Hindi Yata Ako nasubo ng Tama.  

Huli na nang malaman ko na it should be included on his menu.  I tried during the ordeal to point him on that direction but there is a bit of hesitation.  Eto pa naman ang favorite ko sa buffet

Damage –  I paid Mama Orly Php 1500.00.  That’s minimum.  I wast honking on giving him a tip pero I did not fully enjoyed my experience.  Sa Ibang masseur n Lang Ako babawi 

Will I hire him again?  Big NO.  Probably once the stars aligned and it’s a full moon….I may hire him for the ES part but he needs to improve his massage skills.  Otherwise, he will just be another guy whose main credibility is that piece of meat dangling between his legs.

#FBhottie : this #PalawanHunk will simply melt your heart away – Ron San Juan Ramos

In the height of Mr. Gay World Philippines 2016, I’m rooting for several candidates that surely tickles my fancy and my readers bet for this years pageant. One of them is Mr. Palawan Ron San Juan Ramos.

He is amongst my Facebook friends and normally gets updated through timeline. What I do like about him is the fact that he is not afraid to be himself regardless what the society may say against him. His gender equality advocacy remains in tact and set himself as an example. 

gender equality is not just about acceptance and social justice. It’s about respect, fairness and love regardless of sexual orientation. when there is gender equality, there is understanding. 

So let us get to know more about Ron as I lay out 15 Sizzling questions that will surely pull some strings out and  get to know a bit of his dark side.

Name and profession

Ron Ramos currently working in a BPO industry for about 5 years now.  

Three Apps which you are addicted to?

 Facebook, Pokemon Go & Knights and Squire

Favorite part of your body?
 my eyes   

  • (Yup…totally agree. Swoon worthy wanna melt if you’ll stare at me kinda guy – a.j.)

Which part of a hot guy catches your eye the most?  Bubble butt 😂 

PJs or boxers?

Boxers or briefs? Why?
boxers, makes me think more of what Ill expect 

Fast and hard or slow and passionate?  slow and passionate then fast and hard 
Weirdest turn on
when I smell someone’s sweat due to gym workout 🙂 

Three qualities that you like on your partner/boyfie? 

Caring, God fearing and sweet

Three things which will get you into bed? 

  1. passionate kisses 
  2. tight hugs 
  3. And chocolates 🙂 

One Deal-breaker that will launch “a dramatic walk out”?

  • nothing, i dont run from my problems, I face them with Great trust on God. 

Three beautiful destinations that you will highly recommend

  1. Palawan, My hometown 
  2. Vigan Ilocos Sur
  3.  Bolinao 

 Favorite night to party?
Saturday night 

Best party place in the metro

Hard drink or beer?  TBeer is my forte but I can do hard drinks as well 

So there you have it guys… Our candidate from Palawan.  He also needs your help.  Vote for him because I did.  

Let’s still continue Voting 🙂 Just Click the Link and Vote 🙂 Thanks 😜😜😜


#FBhottie: one hot candidate – Janjep Carlos for #MrGayWorldPhilippines2016

I’m one of the followers of Janjep Carlos even before he joined Mr. Gay World Philippines.  Yup… I don’t care what others may say but I’m one of those gay guys who adores him.

A property consultant, entrepreneur, actor, model and Demi-God all rolled into one.   It’s too obvious why a low-life like me adore such.  Match with his partner in life which is equally deserving with the Demi-God title.  

Hailed from the city of Cavite, Janjep shows his drop dead gorgeous body with ease and confidence.  But aside from his almost perfect to-die for biceps which I hope and dreamt of that someday I’ll have, has too much to offer.  

He is the only guy I know who never get petrified in showing his love and affection to his partner.  In fact, most of his post shows his admiration and compelling love to the guy “who completes him”.  But others tend to shy away from such notion assuming public scrutiny.

His love to his partner also shows his undying love to his family and friends. Most of his post shows his grand reunion with his brothers and parents.  His abundance was offered and shared with friends and coworkers.  He lives the life he choose and never in a million has he shied away from his gender.

So beyond his good looks and ever flawless blemish free skin, he reigns supreme to other candidates as he shows his reality amidst homophobia on local communities.  Some may raise their eyebrows on me but he deserves the title.  He inspires everyone to strive and work hard… Isn’t why we hold such pageants?  Not just to look good in front of the camera but rather serve as an inspiration to others.

Mr. Gay World Phillipines will be held live at UP THEATER, this coming October 2, Sunday 8pm. Tickets @ 300/500 (availability TBA). 
#MGWP online voting is officially up.. Please vote for Janjep as he leads the competition and early favorite of netizens. Kindly click this link and hit the blue “VOTE”

Mr. Gay World Philippines 2016