#openletter to #mama


May 22 2018. It’s your Nth birthday. Honestly I stop counting your age and the years when you finally say #goodbye. But I won’t forget your birthday until the day when I say “Hi Ma, kumusta?”

I stop myself in writing melodramatic messages yesterday, knowing that there are no #instagram, #facebook or any social media sites in heaven. It’s crazy, you can’t even read it so why bother. Instead, I kept myself busy. Trying to get through the day. But my plan is a huge #failure. Cause here I am, writing messages that you won’t be able to read.

I miss you Mama. Sobra! I miss talking to you every single day. Sometimes I caught myself counting the days and hours … wishing my day ends and looking forward to see you again. I miss you mama.

You’re the only person I could talk to about my frustrations and aspirations. I could run to whenever I needed a shoulder to cry on. You’re the only person I could be honest with my feelings. The only person who knew me inside out. The world may judge and throw things at me but I kept myself strong enough to keep me sane. Not everyone knew me and it’s a lonely place to live in. Sometimes I kept on thinking that I’m worthless with the things they say behind my back but I guess – this is what I deserve. This is my kind of hell.

Mama… I’m sorry if I had disappointed you in all aspects of my decision making. I know I’m not the son you wish you had. I’m a huge disappointment. I hate the fact that I can’t give you the grandchildren you dreamt of. I can’t even find a partner of my own who can love me of who and what I am. I guess this face .. a face that only mothers could love.

But I tried to be a better person. Even if I can’t face another day, I tried to wake up and fight for my everyday battle. My sister, niece and nephew may need me and I wanted to make sure that I’m strong enough when they run to me. I hide behind the mask. Behind it … I’m also trying to fight my own demons. I need help. I needed someone who could understand me and listen. Just simply listen to me. Mama… when will you knock on my door and bring me with you.

I miss you mama. I bought you a cake. I’ll eat the rest of it and cry in silence

#FBhottie : this #PalawanHunk will simply melt your heart away – Ron San Juan Ramos


In the height of Mr. Gay World Philippines 2016, I’m rooting for several candidates that surely tickles my fancy and my readers bet for this years pageant. One of them is Mr. Palawan Ron San Juan Ramos.
 

He is amongst my Facebook friends and normally gets updated through timeline. What I do like about him is the fact that he is not afraid to be himself regardless what the society may say against him. His gender equality advocacy remains in tact and set himself as an example. 

gender equality is not just about acceptance and social justice. It’s about respect, fairness and love regardless of sexual orientation. when there is gender equality, there is understanding. 

So let us get to know more about Ron as I lay out 15 Sizzling questions that will surely pull some strings out and  get to know a bit of his dark side.


Name and profession

Ron Ramos currently working in a BPO industry for about 5 years now.  

Three Apps which you are addicted to?

 Facebook, Pokemon Go & Knights and Squire


Favorite part of your body?
 my eyes   

  • (Yup…totally agree. Swoon worthy wanna melt if you’ll stare at me kinda guy – a.j.)

Which part of a hot guy catches your eye the most?  Bubble butt 😂 

PJs or boxers?
 
Boxers 

Boxers or briefs? Why?
 
boxers, makes me think more of what Ill expect 

Fast and hard or slow and passionate?  slow and passionate then fast and hard 
Weirdest turn on
?  
when I smell someone’s sweat due to gym workout 🙂 


Three qualities that you like on your partner/boyfie? 

Caring, God fearing and sweet


Three things which will get you into bed? 

  1. passionate kisses 
  2. tight hugs 
  3. And chocolates 🙂 


One Deal-breaker that will launch “a dramatic walk out”?

  • nothing, i dont run from my problems, I face them with Great trust on God. 


Three beautiful destinations that you will highly recommend

  1. Palawan, My hometown 
  2. Vigan Ilocos Sur
  3.  Bolinao 

 Favorite night to party?
 
Saturday night 

Best party place in the metro
 
Valkyrie 

Hard drink or beer?  TBeer is my forte but I can do hard drinks as well 

So there you have it guys… Our candidate from Palawan.  He also needs your help.  Vote for him because I did.  

Let’s still continue Voting 🙂 Just Click the Link and Vote 🙂 Thanks 😜😜😜

http://www.mrgayworldphilippines.ph/c34.html

#FBhottie: one hot candidate – Janjep Carlos for #MrGayWorldPhilippines2016



I’m one of the followers of Janjep Carlos even before he joined Mr. Gay World Philippines.  Yup… I don’t care what others may say but I’m one of those gay guys who adores him.

A property consultant, entrepreneur, actor, model and Demi-God all rolled into one.   It’s too obvious why a low-life like me adore such.  Match with his partner in life which is equally deserving with the Demi-God title.  

Hailed from the city of Cavite, Janjep shows his drop dead gorgeous body with ease and confidence.  But aside from his almost perfect to-die for biceps which I hope and dreamt of that someday I’ll have, has too much to offer.  

He is the only guy I know who never get petrified in showing his love and affection to his partner.  In fact, most of his post shows his admiration and compelling love to the guy “who completes him”.  But others tend to shy away from such notion assuming public scrutiny.

His love to his partner also shows his undying love to his family and friends. Most of his post shows his grand reunion with his brothers and parents.  His abundance was offered and shared with friends and coworkers.  He lives the life he choose and never in a million has he shied away from his gender.

So beyond his good looks and ever flawless blemish free skin, he reigns supreme to other candidates as he shows his reality amidst homophobia on local communities.  Some may raise their eyebrows on me but he deserves the title.  He inspires everyone to strive and work hard… Isn’t why we hold such pageants?  Not just to look good in front of the camera but rather serve as an inspiration to others.

Mr. Gay World Phillipines will be held live at UP THEATER, this coming October 2, Sunday 8pm. Tickets @ 300/500 (availability TBA). 
#MGWP online voting is officially up.. Please vote for Janjep as he leads the competition and early favorite of netizens. Kindly click this link and hit the blue “VOTE”

Mr. Gay World Philippines 2016

The #hotties of #ManHuntSingapore2016


Promoting an event is hard.  It takes a lot of creative juices to spark up a public interest.  

Male pageants are no exception and it takes time and effort to present one batch per year… What will it make it stand out from last years batch! Well the current production of Manhunt Singapore 2016 has an amazing idea and its clamoring a “wave” of followers.  Swipe below and see my early favorites. Surf’s up

#FBhottie: Allen Molina sizzles #bikini contest


Bikini open has been the most staple event whenever the midsummer air comes.   And so with 6 pack abs plus greasy torsos graces the stage from high end bars down to beer gardens and baranggay fiesta.

Of course, my kumare along with their hard earned money from a 12 hour salon duty with their golden pouches make sugod with their fave gay bars to drool over adonis-like men wearing skimpy black bikinis parades the center stage.

One guy caught my attention … allen molina.  This drool worthy guy snags one title to another last year and looking forward for more this year.  Who wouldnt fall in love with this guy… that smile… that body… ohhh lalala!  Scroll down and dont forget the tissue please…

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The #NakedTruth behind #Bench fashion show


I guess its not yet over until the fat lady sings.

Just found some pictures that i may have saved after the Naked Truth Fashion Show which i generously tucked in my android phone.   I managed to snagged it from Dominique Roques FB account which he generously shares to his FB fans.   Apparently he is one of the creative geniuses who con-cock-ted this years fashion gala.  He is hands-on, from initial screening until final call back of the male models.  (You may have been thinkin what im thinkin…)

Anyway, here are some pictures behind the scene

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